Dear Diary....or should I say Blog?

Tomorrow is the "big day".  My internship begins.  I'm currently feeling every possible emotion: excitement, fear, joy, sadness, etc.  Wrap that up in a deep fried panic attack.  Then again, that may be all because of the chocolate covered coffee beans I just ate?  I know it's all going to be "fantastic" as my dear friend Natalie would say, but I can't help but feel this way.  


On another note, I would like to send out a shout out to my Aunt Sheri for putting up with me for the next 7 months.  THANK YOU!!!  I'm super thankful for this ridiculously HUGE bed that I will collapse in to over these next several months =)


Anyways, back to my internship.  I am so looking forward to getting to know my fellow interns.  I really do enjoy making new friends.  I do feel like these few people I will meet may just become close friends.  After all, we are all embarking on the same journey.  Maybe not hand in hand, but definitely heart to heart.  I may begin counting down the days until it's finished.  Is that bad?  


I miss my soul mate already.  It's crazy how you can take people for granted when you see them every day.  I would love to be around him.  Tonight I just sat on the phone and made him listen to me breathe, lol.  I didn't want to hang up because I knew he was on the other end of the phone.  He thinks I'm so goofy, but I can't help it.  It's just my child-like nature.  I can not wait until I am through with my internship and he and I can start "makin' plans" haha!  Well,  he IS the man God has for me so we might as well tie the knot. Besides, I love him way too much to not be with him forever.


I know I ramble a lot, but at least you can see what it's like in this head of mine during this entire experience.  Thanks for all of you who are and will be praying for me.  I love you all.